Tuesday, January 8, 2019

That Old Cliché by Anne Carson


That Old Cliché 

                              of polar adventure fatigue
                              flooding his body in
                              waves. This wonderful
                              longing to lie down surely
                              he's been walking for
                              years surely he should
                              stop and rest a moment
                              against one of those satiny
                              planes of ice that allure on
                              every side. Cucumbers
                              Shackleton Spam why is
                              everything draining away
                              why this silver ebbing and
                              flowing not quite reaching
                              his brain. He is so tired.
                              Pour the honey into the
                              jar. He dozes. A sudden
                              violent sneeze shatters
                              him in all directions. Oh
                              he says aloud let's not die
                              in the jar and with an
                              effort that seems to rip his
                              spine apart arches his
                              upper back. Stiffened
                              wing muscles pull hard
                              against their roots and
                              move into a lift. Pieces of
                              ice break from the
                              primaries and fall in a
                              shower. Again he strains
                              backward and up against
                              what seem like seams of
                              steel thinking maybe I
                              can't do this but all, all at
                              once the coverts jolt
                              terribly free and the
                              motion begins. He is
                              rising. Air grabs his
                              knees. Out of black
                              nothing into perfect
                              expectancy – flying has
                              always given him this
                              sensation of hope – like
                              glimpsing a lake through
                              trees or that first steep
                              velvet moment the opera
                              curtains part – he is
                              keening down the ice
                              fault. Soul fresh. Wings
                              wildawake. Front body
                              alive in a rush of freezing
                              air. He opens his mouth
                              in a cry as red sadness
                              pours away behind him
                              and the ancient smell of
                              ice floods every corner of
                              his skull. 


Monday, January 7, 2019

excerpt from Translation by Julian Randall


excerpt from Translation
 
My mother hangs up the phone
scrapes loose the tears
prepares to tell me
who is dying    this time

I speak no Spanish
my mother is the translator
of the dying
my family is always the dying
I say family despite the fact
I have attended none of their funerals
 
My abuelita was a ricocheting ghost
she died once    and I forgot
an entire language

Ok    I didn’t forget
it just became inconvenient to remember
who wants a language for the living anyway?
 
An inventory of my tongue
yields nothing
that looks like my mother
the resemblance stops at the mouth
 
She is fluent in a language
I am only ever ugly in
she falls asleep in front of the tv
her show muted    
I wonder if in her dreams 
I can speak


Sunday, January 6, 2019

Self-Portrait as the Bootblack in Daguerre’s Boulevard du Temple by Robin Coste Lewis

Self-Portrait as the Bootblack in Daguerre’s Boulevard du Temple

(An erasure of Grant Allen’s Recalled to Life)
 
I don’t believe
I thought
 
or gave names
in any known language.
 
I spoke
of myself always
 
in the third person.
What led up to it,
 
I hadn’t the faintest idea. 
I only knew the Event
 
itself took place. Constant
discrepancies. To throw them
 
off, I laughed,
talked—all games
 
and amusements—to escape
from the burden of my own
 
internal history. 
But I was there
 
trying for once
to see you,
 
longed so
to see you.
 
I might meet you
in the street:
 
a bicycle leaning
up against the wall
 
by the window. Rendered
laws of my country
 
played before my face. 
Historical, two-souled,
 
forgotten, unknown
freaks of memory.
 
The matter of debts,
the violent death
 
of a near relation,
and all landing
 
at the faintest conception.
Dark. Blue. And then.
 
All I can remember
is when I saw you. 
 
It was you
or anyone else. 
 
The shot
seemed to end
 
all. It belongs
to the New World:
 
the Present
all entangled, unable
 
to move. Everything
turned round
 
and looked
at you.

The Circle by Don Paterson


The Circle

My boy is painting outer space,
and steadies his brush-tip to trace
the comets, planets, moon and sun
and all the circuitry they run

in one great heavenly design.
But when he tries to close the line
he draws around his upturned cup,
his hand shakes, and he screws it up.

The shake's as old as he his, all
(thank god) his body can recall
of that hour when, one inch from home,
we couldn't get the air to him;

and though today he's all the earth
and sky for breathing-space and breath
the whole damn troposphere can't cure
the flutter in his signature.

But Jamie, nothing's what we meant.
The dream is taxed. We all resent
the quarter bled off by the dark
between the bowstring and the mark

and trust to Krishna or to fate
to keep our arrows halfway straight.
But the target also draws our aim —
our will and nature's are the same;

we are its living word, and not
a book it wrote and then forgot,
its fourteen-billion-year-old song
inscribed in both our right and wrong —

so even when you rage and moan
and bring your fist down like a stone
on your spoiled work and useless kit,
you just can't help but broadcast it:

look at the little avatar
of your muddy water-jar
filling with the perfect ring
singing under everything.


Saturday, January 5, 2019

Winter Trees by William Carlos Williams


Winter Trees
 
All the complicated details 
of the attiring and 
the disattiring are completed! 
A liquid moon 
moves gently among 
the long branches. 
Thus having prepared their buds 
against a sure winter 
the wise trees 
stand sleeping in the cold.