Sunday, March 14, 2021

Supercell by Ange Mlinko

Supercell


I’m waiting for this shrub to sew itself back in its soil.
Hearing its roots rip when I transplanted it made me ill
(though a cress or a lettuce remains my most favorite food).
A wind tore it up again, or it was undermined by flood.
 
Through the sorghum fields between Victoria and Lavaca,
a supercell, spurting electricity, smothered the ton of lava,
mounted in the sky, that characterizes sunset there.
But the tapestried sorghum fields created an atmosphere
 
that defied the monotony I associate with agriculture.
Planting, for me, means flowers, fitting embouchure
for birds; or aloes, answering to a sculptural imperative
 
to induce repose, and not just keep us, Lord, alive.
This hardy Duranta attracts hummingbirds and butterflies.
May it thrive, and sew itself in as the soil dries.
 
Between Victoria and Lavaca, in my mind’s eye
I saw a thousand Comanche in cumulonimbi
racing thirty hundred stolen horses over the prairie
to the sea. When the sorghum field, that tapestry,
 
was little more than “Chocolate Swale” (a sign stuck in the silt,
née swamp), official history passed the bolus of guilt
back and forth, from the Comanche, who kept back captives,
to the Texans, who (in what may have been an interpretive
 
blunder) slaughtered the chiefs, back to the Comanche,
who torched their captives in revenge and went on “an orgy
of horse-thieving.” While at night Comanche jump
 
on Texas with a thump, the dream of one Buffalo Hump
results in enough calico and ribbon to get lost in
(as I sew myself into this clay) riding back to Austin.
 
Too late. Juliet Constance managed to get her hem wet
but they seized her and stripped her down to the whalebone corset
—flummoxed. While the townspeople watched from dinghies offshore,
on that hand-over-hand surf, helpless, they later swore
 
her whalebone corset wouldn’t budge. They saw the town burning,
the warehouses looted; and in the smoke’s going and returning,
Comanche donning the top hats and pigeon-tailed coats.
Adorned with all the brass buttons a merchant ship could float,
 
and twirling their parasols and festooning each his horse
with ribbon, the Comanche rode off. In the cumulonimbus
of their dust, they took our bibelot Juliet.
 
Buffalo Hump, meet Whalebone Corset!
For a gold watch her young husband perished. El Dorado:
where there’s pyrite in the piranha, gilt in the sweet potato.
 
Gold in the sorghum tassels, gold in the sargassum weed
strewing the shore where they put Juliet on a stolen steed.
Gold when wet, that is; rust-brown when dry; furring the coast,
drying at different rates in the sun, so gold and rust co-roast.
 
It seemed a herd of buffalo was barbered by some god at first.
But in these alien bouquets tossed from the largest sea on earth,
and bounded by no lands, live animals find harbor.
Exquisite minnow worlds of crabs, shrimp—sheer automata—
 
crawfish cling to the tangle and grape (cf. “sargasso”).
I’ve seen the gulls in their tuxedo’d appetite clothed go
pecking there. Meanwhile, into an upended frisbee’d
 
world my kids shake the bundles of sargassum seaweed,
collecting their own marine menagerie for observation.
The liverish waves play on, sunlight doled out in rations
 
from grape-stained clouds to whiten froth exploding in our ears.
A sulfurous wind blows in, then as suddenly disappears.
The deep-blue, upended frisbee looks like nothing less
than a saucer of primal soup from Genesis,
 
the first meal of the first day. By the seventh all Creation and we
were invited to the feast of ourselves, into perpetuity.
She was saved a second time, that Juliet,
when a crop of arrows foundered on her whalebone corset.
 
Saved, then, with nothing more than a sunburn. And still
nothing more than a stone commemorating Linnville
between new tract housing and the littoral.
 
Calico of wildflowers sewing themselves to the soil,
and a man licking his arrowhead, that his DNA be
shot through the heart that pins her to the ponderosa tree.
  


Saturday, March 13, 2021

The Sea is History by Derek Walcott

The Sea is History

 
Where are your monuments, your battles, martyrs?
Where is your tribal memory? Sirs,
in that grey vault. The sea. The sea
has locked them up. The sea is History.
 
First, there was the heaving oil,
heavy as chaos;
then, like a light at the end of a tunnel,
 
the lantern of a caravel,
and that was Genesis.
Then there were the packed cries,
the shit, the moaning:
 
Exodus.
Bone soldered by coral to bone,
mosaics
mantled by the benediction of the shark's shadow,
 
that was the Ark of the Covenant.
Then came from the plucked wires
of sunlight on the sea floor
 
the plangent harps of the Babylonian bondage,
as the white cowries clustered like manacles
on the drowned women,
 
and those were the ivory bracelets
of the Song of Solomon,
but the ocean kept turning blank pages
 
looking for History.
Then came the men with eyes heavy as anchors
who sank without tombs,
 
brigands who barbecued cattle,
leaving their charred ribs like palm leaves on the shore,
then the foaming, rabid maw
 
of the tidal wave swallowing Port Royal,
and that was Jonah,
but where is your Renaissance?
 
Sir, it is locked in them sea-sands
out there past the reef's moiling shelf,
where the men-o'-war floated down;
 
strop on these goggles, I'll guide you there myself.
It's all subtle and submarine,
through colonnades of coral,
 
past the gothic windows of sea-fans
to where the crusty grouper, onyx-eyed,
blinks, weighted by its jewels, like a bald queen;
 
and these groined caves with barnacles
pitted like stone
are our cathedrals,
 
and the furnace before the hurricanes:
Gomorrah. Bones ground by windmills
into marl and cornmeal,
 
and that was Lamentations—
that was just Lamentations,
it was not History;
 
then came, like scum on the river's drying lip,
the brown reeds of villages
mantling and congealing into towns,
 
and at evening, the midges' choirs,
and above them, the spires
lancing the side of God
 
as His son set, and that was the New Testament.
 
Then came the white sisters clapping
to the waves' progress,
and that was Emancipation—
 
jubilation, O jubilation—
vanishing swiftly
as the sea's lace dries in the sun,
 
but that was not History,
that was only faith,
and then each rock broke into its own nation;
 
then came the synod of flies,
then came the secretarial heron,
then came the bullfrog bellowing for a vote,
 
fireflies with bright ideas
and bats like jetting ambassadors
and the mantis, like khaki police,
 
and the furred caterpillars of judges
examining each case closely,
and then in the dark ears of ferns
 
and in the salt chuckle of rocks
with their sea pools, there was the sound
like a rumour without any echo
 
of History, really beginning.



Friday, March 12, 2021

Not Even This by Ocean Vuong

Not Even This 
 
Hey.
 
I used to be a fag now I’m a checkbox.
 
The pen tip jabbed in my back, I feel the mark of progress.
 
I will not dance alone in the municipal graveyard at midnight, blasting sad
songs on my phone, for nothing.
 
I promise you, I was here. I felt things that made death so large it was
indistinguishable from air—and I went on destroying inside it like wind in
a storm.
 
The way Lil Peep says I’ll be back in the mornin’  when you know how it ends.
 
The way I kept dancing when the song was over, because it freed me.
 
The way the streetlight blinks once, before waking up for its night shift, like
we do.
 
The way we look up and whisper sorry to each other, the boy and I, when
there’s teeth.
 
When there’s always teeth, on purpose.
 
When I threw myself into gravity and made it work. Ha.
 
I made it out by the skin of my griefs.
 
I used to be a fag now I’m lit. Ha.
 
Once, at a party set on a rooftop in Brooklyn for an “artsy vibe,” a young
woman said, sipping her drink, You’re so lucky. You’re gay plus you get to
write about war and stuff. I’m just white. [Pause.] I got nothing. [Laughter,
glasses clinking.]
 
Unlike feelings, blood gets realer when you feel it.
 
Because everyone knows yellow pain, pressed into American letters, turns
to gold.
 
Our sorrow Midas-touched. Napalm with a rainbow afterglow.
 
I’m trying to be real but it costs too much.
 
They say the Earth spins and that’s why we fall but everyone knows it’s the
music.
 
It’s been proven difficult to dance to machine gun fire.
 
Still, my people made a rhythm this way. A way.
 
My people, so still, in the photographs, as corpses.
 
My failure was that I got used to it. I looked at us, mangled under the TIME
photographer’s shadow, and stopped thinking, Get up, get up.
 
I saw the graveyard steam in the pinkish dawn and knew the dead were still
breathing. Ha.
 
If they come for me, take me home take me out.
 
What if it wasn’t the crash that made me, but the debris?
 
What if it was meant this way: the mother, the lexicon, the line of cocaine on
the mohawked boy’s collarbone in an East Village sublet in 2007?
 
What’s wrong with me, Doc? There must be a pill for this.
 
Too late—these words already shrapnel in your brain.
 
Impossible in high school, I am now the ultimate linebacker. I plow through
the page, making a path for you, dear reader, going nowhere.
 
Because the fairy tales were right. You’ll need magic to make it out of  here.
 
Long ago, in another life, on an Amtrak through Iowa, I saw, for a few blurred
seconds, a man standing in the middle of a field of winter grass, hands at his
side, back to me, all of him stopped there save for his hair scraped by low
wind.
 
When the countryside resumed its wash of gray wheat, tractors, gutted
barns, black sycamores in herdless pastures, I started to cry. I put my copy
of Didion’s The White Album down and folded a new dark around my head.
 
The woman beside me stroked my back saying, in a Midwestern accent that
wobbled with tenderness, Go on son. You get that out now. No shame in
breakin’ open. You get that out and I’ll fetch us some tea. Which made me
lose it even more.
 
She came back with Lipton in paper cups, her eyes nowhere blue and there.
She was silent all the way to Missoula, where she got off and said, patting my
knee, God is good. God is good.
 
I can say it was beautiful now, my harm, because it belonged to no one else.
 
To be a dam for damage. My shittiness will not enter the world, I thought,
and quickly became my own hero.
 
Do you know how many hours I’ve wasted watching straight boys play video
games?
 
Enough.
 
Time is a mother.
 
Lest we forget, a morgue is also a community center.
 
In my language, the one I recall now only by closing my eyes, the word for
love is Yêu.
 
And the word for weakness is Yếu.
 
How you say what you mean changes what you say.
 
Some call this prayer. I call it watch your mouth.
 
When they zipped my mother in a body bag I whispered: Rose, get out of there.
Your plants are dying.
 
Enough is enough.
 
Body, doorway that you are, be more than what I’ll pass through.
 
Stillness. That’s what it was.
 
The man in the field in the red sweater, he was so still he became, somehow,
more true, like a knife wound in a landscape painting.
 
Like him, I caved.
 
I caved and decided it will be joy from now on. Then everything opened. The
lights blazed around me into a white weather
 
and I was lifted, wet and bloody, out of my mother, screaming
 
and enough.
 


Thursday, March 11, 2021

Man Eating by Jane Kenyon

Man Eating

The man at the table across from mine
is eating yogurt. His eyes, following
the progress of the spoon, cross briefly
each time it nears his face. Time,
and the world with all its principalities,
might come to an end as prophesied
by the Apostle John, but what about
this man, so completely present
to the little carton with its cool,
sweet food, which has caused no animal
to suffer, and which he is eating
with a pearl-white plastic spoon.



Wednesday, March 10, 2021

American Wedding by Essex Hemphill

American Wedding

 
In america,
I place my ring
on your cock
where it belongs.
No horsemen
bearing terror,
no soldiers of doom
will swoop in
and sweep us apart.
They’re too busy
looting the land
to watch us.
They don’t know
we need each other
critically.
They expect us to call in sick,
watch television all night,
die by our own hands.
They don’t know
we are becoming powerful.
Every time we kiss
we confirm the new world coming.
 
What the rose whispers
before blooming
I vow to you.
I give you my heart,
a safe house.
I give you promises other than
milk, honey, liberty.
I assume you will always
be a free man with a dream.
In america,
place your ring
on my cock
where it belongs.
Long may we live
to free this dream.
  


Tuesday, March 9, 2021

Poetry, a Natural Thing by Robert Duncan

Poetry, a Natural Thing

 
Neither our vices nor our virtues   
further the poem. “They came up   
      and died 
just like they do every year 
      on the rocks.” 
 
      The poem 
feeds upon thought, feeling, impulse, 
      to breed    itself, 
a spiritual urgency at the dark ladders leaping. 
 
This beauty is an inner persistence 
      toward the source 
striving against (within) down-rushet of the river,   
      a call we heard and answer 
in the lateness of the world 
      primordial bellowings 
from which the youngest world might spring, 
 
salmon not in the well where the   
      hazelnut falls 
but at the falls battling, inarticulate,   
      blindly making it. 
 
This is one picture apt for the mind. 
 
A second: a moose painted by Stubbs, 
where last year’s extravagant antlers   
      lie on the ground. 
The forlorn moosey-faced poem wears   
      new antler-buds, 
      the same, 
 
“a little heavy, a little contrived”, 
 
his only beauty to be   
      all moose.



Monday, March 8, 2021

Young Relics by Emma Hine

Young Relics

They broke into houses,
my sisters. The empty ones,
just built, where nobody had yet
tried to sleep. Little mounds
of sawdust still in the corners,
no floorboards loose.
I imagine them being the way
I’ve seen them be with horses,
hands gentle on the walls—after all,
a house must learn to hold a family
with all its quivering systems
of energy and grief. I once saw Sierra
with a colt that wasn’t ready
to be ridden. She stood in the stall
and talked until his heart rate slowed.
All through our neighborhood
new houses were dark and panicking.
Enter sisters.
Bringing comfort where it wasn’t
supposed to be, no key for entry,
no light allowed, just a ritual gift
for the rooms alone to remember:
hands on their painted flanks.
Voices in the eaves.