Saturday, April 16, 2022

42 by Robin Coste Lewis

42

 
Absolutely nothing
significant
except the growing
realization that
with or without me
it is happening.
And that for
the first 42
I thought that
it needed my
approval, my agreement.
It began a while ago.
It’s been waiting
and not waiting
wishing
I would catch up.
I am catching up
to the day
accepting
that the Sun cares
and does not care,
that with or without me
it will spin and burn.
That I should
spin and burn
too.



Friday, April 15, 2022

Trying to Pray by James Wright

Trying to Pray

 
This time, I have left my body behind me, crying
In its dark thorns.
Still,
There are good things in this world.
It is dusk.
It is the good darkness
Of women's hands that touch loaves.
The spirit of a tree begins to move.
I touch leaves.
I close my eyes and think of water.



Thursday, April 14, 2022

Barberism by Terrance Hayes

Barberism

 
It was light and lusterless and somehow luckless,
The hair I cut from the head of my father-in-law,
 
It was pepper-blanched and wind-scuffed, thin
As a blown bulb’s filament, it stuck to the teeth
 
Of my clippers like a dark language, the static
Covering his mind stuck to my fingers, it mingled
 
In halfhearted tufts with the dust. Because
Every barber’s got a gift for mind reading in his touch,
 
I could hear what he would not say. He’s sworn
To never let his hair be cut again after his daughter
 
Passed away. I told him how my own boy,
His grandchild, weeps when my clippers bite
 
Behind his ear, but I could not say how
The blood there tastes. I almost showed him
 
How I bow my own head to the razor in my hands,
How a mirror is used to taper the nape.
 
Science and religion come to the same conclusion:
Someday all the hair on the body will fall away.
 
I’m certain he will only call on me for a few more years,
The crown of his head is already smoother
 
Than any part of his face. It shines like the light
In tiny bulbs of sweat before the sweat evaporates.



Wednesday, April 13, 2022

Arch by Rae Armantrout

Arch

 
1
 
Like an arched eyebrow
travelling alone, you drift,
 
sea-horse,
 
a forgotten, persistent
question.
 
Despite your skeptical
attitude, it’s true
 
that your numbers are crashing.
 
Still, you are rumored
to consume
 
up to 3,000 baby
shrimp per day!
 
2
 
Who doesn’t want
to be a revenant,
 
to go back to basics
in a big way
 
on the small screen
which, somehow, still
 
survives? “Terrific”
and “terrible”
 
are cousins after all.
Am I warm or cold?
 
I’m half-
rhyming, aiming right
 
between quick and dead
like we could
 
thread that needle
and keep going.



Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Rain by Raymond Carver

Rain

 
Woke up this morning with
a terrific urge to lie in bed all day
and read. Fought against it for a minute.
 
Then looked out the window at the rain.
And gave over. Put myself entirely
in the keep of this rainy morning.
 
Would I live my life over again?
Make the same unforgiveable mistakes?
Yes, given half a chance. Yes.



Monday, April 11, 2022

Tohunga by Tayi Tibble

Tohunga

 
Visionary like my ancestors I / saw a sky of whales / a pale people / like my ancestors I / inhaled the bible / swallowed the rifle like / an 8 inch cock / whateva. / Like Donna Summer I swirled / in a floor length dress / said I love to love / I love to fuck / but just like my ancestors knew / to you I was a savage wild jasmine / a$$ out / blacked out / with dollar signs / feline like a bengal tiger and it’s true / that anyone on their hands and knees / is essentially a praying animal.
 
Radical like my ancestors I / saw the flower child / the wasted liberals / and my prehistoric / flare wearing prince / and like my ancestors I / kissed and kissed and kissed / and tasted / an entire lifetime of taking advantage and / being aware of it. / So at least / when my dress hits the floor / like molting bark / your eyes follow / and I can interpret / your fixation as shame. / Are you sorry? / And what does that say about me / if I think even a suggestion / of an apology is sexy? So like / my ancestors I / sculpt you from the dirt until you rise I / make you meet my eye / then suck you all up / with a slurp like a kina. / That’s Te Hei Mauri Ora. / Just like Papatuanuku / I breathe life / which is why my mother tongue spits praises despite / it’s history of whippings / I say
 
good on you babe. / You got what you wanted. / The juicy earth / the factoried women / the rivers / the mountains / all bowing for you. / I’m proud of you / the way you erected / monuments in your image / so foreign so / violently unimagined / just like my ancestors I / couldn’t even have even dreamed it. / Pou after pou / of grey and glass / cracking the sky and the sky / was full of whales. / Wow I say / good on you babe / then I spread / my hair all over the hotel pillow / because I love a winner. And you / hit the jackpot with me / with all us silly girls / for believing you were god / for as long as we did. / But now /
 
the atmosphere is betraying you / and you are reddening in places / where I can bare it. / A warrior / like my ancestors I survived / annihilation. And the awa / that run beneath my skin / have not been lapped dry / just yet / and you can see it all / the unpanned gold / the wild pounamu / the thrashing tuna / family jewels / you can never have / taonga / you can never taste / forbidden fruits / reserved for me / are you afraid again? / like you were of Eve? / the world / is getting unbearably hot / but so am I / and so is she.
  


Sunday, April 10, 2022

Scaffolding by Seamus Heaney

Scaffolding

 
Masons, when they start upon a building,
Are careful to test out the scaffolding;
Make sure that planks won’t slip at busy points,
Secure all ladders, tighten bolted joints.
And yet all this comes down when the job’s done
Showing off walls of sure and solid stone.
So if, my dear, there sometimes seem to be
Old bridges breaking between you and me
Never fear. We may let the scaffolds fall
Confident that we have built our wall.