Sunday, July 31, 2022

Katy by Frank O'Hara

Katy

 
They say I mope too much
but really I’m loudly dancing. I
 eat paper. It’s good for my bones.
I play the piano pedal. I dance,
I am never quiet, I mean silent.
Some day I’ll love Frank O’Hara.
I think I’ll be alone for a little while. 



Tuesday, July 26, 2022

Hoki Mai by Tayi Tibble

Hoki Mai
 
She kisses him goodbye with her eyes still wet and alight from their
last swim in the Awatere River. At the train station celebration, she
leads the kapa haka but her voice keeps breaking under and over
itself like waves. Like last night, on the riverbank, between the moss
and the baby’s-breath, where he had kissed her sticky until she cried
out from her chest. And she was thinking about the rolls of white
fabric her sister kept in the shed and how she would make a dress
pressed with shiny bits of shell. She could even fix a veil from a
fishing net or wear knots of pale hydrangeas like a crown upon her
head. Then together they would move to the empty plot of ancestral
land forgotten by the sea and have little brown babies that she would
make sure to stuff fat with potatoes and wobbly mutton. And her
children would slurp kina in the summer. Collect driftwood for the
fires on their way home from school. And their father would take up
a good job in Gisborne. Return home, with sacks of boiled sweets
and powdery jam-filled treats, and maybe, on special occasions, a
European perfume or powder that she would keep but never use.
And already she could smell the florals and the meat. Feel them
turning inside her. Sensations so visceral that she cried out from
her chest but when the sun lit up and the train started pulling
away, with every salute, march and funeral-wave farewell, she felt
the world changing. The lump in her throat swelled like a sea that
threatened to take him from her, and she had to swallow hard. But
she promised that every day she would be the first to check the mail
and that was the only vow she took.
  


Sunday, July 24, 2022

Your Voice by Alejandra Pizarnik

Your Voice

 
Ambushed in my writing
you are singing in my poem.
Captive of your sweet voice
engraved in my memory.
Bird intent on its flight.
Air branded by absence.
Clock that keeps time with me
so I never wake up.
 
(translated by Yvette Siegert)



Saturday, July 23, 2022

Poppies in July by Sylvia Plath

Poppies in July

 
Little poppies, little hell flames,
Do you do no harm?
 
You flicker. I cannot touch you.
I put my hands among the flames. Nothing burns.
 
And it exhausts me to watch you
Flickering like that, wrinkly and clear red, like the skin of a mouth.
 
A mouth just bloodied.
Little bloody skirts!
There are fumes that I cannot touch.
Where are your opiates, your nauseous capsules?
 
If I could bleed, or sleep!
If my mouth could marry a hurt like that!
 
Or your liquors seep to me, in this glass capsule,
Dulling and stilling.
 
But colorless. Colorless.



Thursday, July 21, 2022

An Old Man’s Winter Night by Robert Frost

An Old Man’s Winter Night

 
All out-of-doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him—at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off;—and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon—such as she was,
So late-arising—to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man—one man—can’t keep a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It’s thus he does it of a winter night.



Sunday, July 17, 2022

An Old Story by Tracy K. Smith

An Old Story

 
We were made to understand it would be
Terrible. Every small want, every niggling urge,
Every hate swollen to a kind of epic wind.
 
Livid, the land, and ravaged, like a rageful
Dream. The worst in us having taken over
And broken the rest utterly down.
 
                                                                 A long age
Passed. When at last we knew how little
Would survive us—how little we had mended
 
Or built that was not now lost—something
Large and old awoke. And then our singing
Brought on a different manner of weather.
 
Then animals long believed gone crept down
From trees. We took new stock of one another.
We wept to be reminded of such color.



A Glimpse by Walt Whitman

A Glimpse

 
A glimpse through an interstice caught,
Of a crowd of workmen and drivers in a bar-room around the stove late of a winter night, and I
    unremark’d seated in a corner,
Of a youth who loves me and whom I love, silently approaching and seating himself near, that
    he may hold me by the hand,
A long while amid the noises of coming and going, of drinking and oath and smutty jest,
There we two, content, happy in being together, speaking little, perhaps not a word.