The Music Or The Misery
“I went to sleep a poet / and I woke up a fraud / to calm your nerves / I’m feeling for my clothes in the dark”
    - Pete Wentz 
I do not mean    the cartoon heart      the one that swells    from the wolf’s chest  when 
distracted by    a girl wolf             his tongue rolling      onto the hot pavement 
right before the anvil    drops from              an impossible height and he is crushed 
again      foiled by a man’s               hunger                I say heart and mean the 
actual heart               I saw my heart            in the eyes         of my mother 
    and it was too small     to save her        I wrote my heart      in a poem 
and it took up               the whole bedroom it doesn’t pay rent    it stays up 
watching cities              burn to the ground I am so sorry          that you have 
nowhere to sit               I just loved someone       yesterday        so you see 
   the dilemma             I just promised           someone that     I would watch 
   them grow old          in a country that   wants them dead   so I just can’t  
spare any more             room here take this mixtape I made         it is just 30  
minutes  of the wind                how it sounds when      being cut by         
something heavy  falling from the                 sky making an             endlessly dark 
          shadow at my feet    while I blow          a kiss        

 
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