A Furnace in My Father’s Voice; I Prayed for the Coal Stove’s by Ishion Hutchinson

A Furnace in My Father’s Voice; I Prayed for the Coal Stove’s

A furnace in my father’s voice; I prayed for the coal stove’s

roses, a cruise ship lit like a castle

on fire in the harbor we never walked,

father and son, father drifting down

the ferned hell his shanty shone, where,

inside, in my head, the lamp was the lamp.

The market, the park, the library not a soul

but grandmother’s morning wash lifting toward heaven,

the barrister sun punished my sister, I stared at my hand

in a book, the horizon declined in my mouth.

My little earthshaker, visored in placenta,

wonder of wonders, tremulous in amniotic

shield, ensouled already, father in the veritable

night, without house or harbor, 

soon sea in a voice will harrow

a scorpion’s blaze in me, to the marrow.